How have I
defined the truth I have received? In my view we all have an innate ability
to feel something is true when it resonates with one’s innermost
parts. It feels right. Something within says to us “this is true truth, go
with it”. Now, I can’t expect you to totally agree with my truth and so if
you disagree simply put this aside and go on with your life as you are.
However, if you can open your mind to the truth, as I have done, nothing in
these writings will shock or disappoint you. It will resonate with your
feelings in your innermost parts, as with mine.
True truth
has only one source. That is the basis for all about which you will read. It
comes not from one’s mind, or training, or culture, or religion. Although
we may derive bits and pieces in any or all of the foregoing it goes deeper
than that. And everyone who lives life is endowed with the ability to
connect to this truth. That’s not to say everyone will. One may live a whole
lifetime and never connect. That’s what is great about the Source of true
truth. It never is withdrawn no matter how long or how many lifetimes it
takes, one is given as many chances as required to connect. Are you shocked
already to have read the previous sentence? Did he say "many
lifetimes?" “Where is this going?” you might ask. OK, I‘ll tell
you—it’s going there-- lifetimes, plural, period. This is what it is
all about and I intend to give evidence of it in the following pages.
During my
many years of seeking these elusive truths about life and living I have more
than just read books. I have re-read, researched and compared one
author’s finding with other authors’ findings and if I came across
conflicting statements that couldn’t be squared with the others that work
was discarded.
One example
of potential conflict is that of whether or not “new Souls” are being “born”
and if not why the increase in the world’s population if everyone is/has a
Soul. After my having read the Conversations With God books several
times over and having read God telling Walsch that everything, including
Souls, was created in one grand instant, I felt a conflict had arisen with
what I read from a book by Michael Newton who describes the “birth” of
Souls. As I researched this more I found the answer in the Conversations
books, primarily Book 3 of the trilogy. When you get to the section where I
explain where we came from I shall reveal the answer to this Divine
Dichotomy.
I have therefore chosen a
legal format for revealing this corroborative evidence as follows:
Who (are
we?) Available now as an E-Book; The 1st of the Truth-On-Trial Transcripts
What (are
we made of?) Available now as an E-Book; The 2nd of the Truth-On-Trial
Transcripts
Where (did
we come from, and are going?) Currently Being Compiled as The 3rd of the
Truth-On-Trial Transcripts
When (did
time begin and will it end?) Available later as The 4th of the
Truth-On-Trial Transcripts
Why (did
God create us in the first place?) Available later as The 5th of the
Truth-On-Trial Transcripts
How (should
we then live?-Epilogue) Available later as the wrap-up to the series
That will
about cover it all, in six distinct sections--my world view--my truth. If it
is not yours its OK, perhaps I can persuade you of mine in the end. And for
no other reason than this burning desire to share my truth with you and to
give evidence of what life is really about. And so we come back to the
question of what expertise I have in this field. The answer is, by some
standards—none, nada, zip. But--;
Many years ago I was
introduced to a man known as The Sleeping Prophet, Edgar Cayce. At one time
in my life as a young engineer I had the opportunity to live in the
adjoining County to the one in which Cayce was born and lived and prophesized. People in that area held him in great esteem and spoke of the
man as divine. I became somewhat interested, then intrigued, and finally I began to read of his life and
life’s work. I was as shocked as he to learn of previous lives lived by contemporaries. Consequently I put the book down in
disgust many times, only to be drawn back with insatiable curiosity.
You see, I
was a professing Christian, a Baptist, a Sunday school teacher, choir member
and believer in the Universal Church headed by Jesus Christ. So why did I
“dabble in the occult” as my wife has put it so often? I’ll tell you why--it
resonated. It was commodious with my innermost feelings. Deep down I knew
there was something there that I could not eschew, even though my church
eschewed it. And so I read in private, believed in private and practiced
outwardly the forms of my upbringing in the church that would not bring
suspicion of a lack of faith or disgrace to my family.
This went
on for years as I read more and varied accounts of the return of Souls for
the many lifetimes of learning that can only take place where Souls are torn
by emotion and physical feelings. A sentient world of time where the Soul is
tested and developed and evolves and is strengthened as a muscle is by
flexing to extremes. Not just once but many times. And then finally it
becomes strong enough to withstand the many forces put against it.
In the
course of my journey from religion to Spirituality I have amassed a very
large library on the subject of the Soul and the Soul’s travels and
travails. It's large though not altogether complete. (I will be reviewing
those books and authors throughout this writing without footnotes, but with
proper citation.) Those I will share with you as we go on. Do I have a
handle on it all? The answer is emphatically, NO!. If I’ve given that
impression please forgive me. There are several gaps in my world view that
will never be filled until I reach the other side once more. I have been
told I have this knowledge deep inside but it is beyond my present ability
to access it. How I wish it were not so! Therefore, I agree with Paul the
Apostle who said, “We see through a glass darkly.”
God put
the icing on the cake of my painfully developed world-view when He caused
these words to be written, in Book 1 of Conversations With God:
No. You are making a mock of me. You are saying that
I, God, made inherently imperfect beings, then have demanded them to be perfect, or
face damnation.
You are saying then that, somewhere
several thousand years into the world’s experience I relented, saying that
from then on you didn’t necessarily have to be good, you simply had to feel
bad when you were not being good, and accept as your savior the One Being
who could always be perfect, thus satisfying My hunger for perfection. You
are saying that My Son---who you call the One Perfect One---has saved you
from your own imperfection---the imperfection I gave you.
In other words, God’s Son has saved you from what His Father did.
This is how you---many of you---say I’ve set it up.
Now, who is mocking who?
That
interchange, sealed the case for me. It rang true in my innermost parts and
I have never ceased reminding myself of the truth of it. Many more such
interchanges are in store for the reader as we move forward, not just from
the Conversations With God books but from many others as well.
In Book 2,
for example, God is recorded comparing Spirituality with religion
Religion would have you take its word for it. That is why all religions
ultimately fail.
Spirituality, on the other hand, will always succeed.
Religion asks you to learn from the experience of others. Spirituality urges
you to seek your own.
Religion cannot stand Spirituality. It cannot abide it. For
Spirituality may bring you to different conclusion than a particular
religion---and this no known religion can tolerate.
Religion encourages you to explore the thoughts of
others and accept them as your own. Spirituality invites you to toss away
the thoughts of others and come up with your own.
We will never have complete clarity on this side. Something happens when we
undertake another life on this world---amnesia is an agreement so that we
can’t look back, only ahead, and certainly for our own benefit.
As previously stated, you
won’t find footnotes in the following pages although I will refer to several
authors and use m many references to their work to make my point. I will
attempt to keep those excerpts in the proper contexts so as to
as to engender the
greatest clarity and understanding. The use of these resources is two-fold;
1. I personally
cannot relate experiences that might prove to anyone' satisfaction the value
of my theses, and;
2. It is my desire
for you, the reader, to avail yourself of these same resources to which I
refer, and build build your own library. You will return to it often, as I have over these many
years.
In this
day of the Internet it’s fairly easy to research these books, authors and/or
titles and read the material to which I refer. Rather than supplying you
with fish it is my desire that you go fishing for yourself as a result of my
sharing of these tidbits.
So, all
that being said, let’s begin with the evidence, looking first at Who
we really are.